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June 5 – Staying together for the kids
The kids today have been invited to their friends house. So we’ve been driving them around town and left them at their friends house. It’s one of the few moments we’re alone together. Since our last discussions I am still trying to understand what’s going on and I am still trying to make things right.…
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June 4 – BBQ
Summer is here and the best sign of it is having a BBQ at a friend’s house. I’m still not doing well. I’m exhausted because of the lack of sleep. The problem is that everyday, I’ll wake up at around 4 am and can’t sleep back anymore. So if I take the Melatonin supplement it’ll…
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June 3rd – Melatonin
Since I can’t sleep, I have to find a solution. Apparently melatonin, could be a good supplement. I’m going to try this for tonight and see how it goes. I’m not sure it’ll work since my issue is more of overthinking rather than a real sleep problem. Will see how it goes. Otherwise I was…
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June 2nd – Still looking for a psychologist
So it’s been two weeks now that I’m in this state. I can’t sleep or when I do I wake up every 2 hours because there’s so much going on in my mind. I have never suffered of insomnia in my life and this really does have a huge impact on me. Mentally and physically.…
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May 30 – More than friends ?
The current situation started because I suspected my wife of having an affair. When I confronted her about that, somehow the discussion turned against me and all my questions turned against me. I am so willing to believe her despite the fact that a lot of my questioning remained uncleared or unanswered. I really do…
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May 29 – Road trip
Despite the awkwardness that is settling in between us, we’re trying to keep thing relatively normal for the kids. We were planning a road trip to see my mother in law and so off we went. The drive actually went quite smoothly. It was a 2 hour long drive and even though we haven’t clear…