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June 24 – Discussion with family
Today we had a BBQ with the family. As the evening went on, one of my aunt came and sat down with me. She’s very close with my wife. I know my wife and her often talk about everything and anything as they get along very well. I guess my depression is showing as she…
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June 22 – Forever Flawless
As I finish work I like to take my time when I don’t have to rush home to take care of the kids. Today I had the chance to do so. As I am walking pass by a cosmetic store, I get pulled over by a cosmetician. She starts talking to me about how great…
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June 19 – Father’s day
So today marks the one month day since my life fell apart. Ironically it’s also Father’s day. I guess probably my worst fathers day ever. Hopefully my last one of this kind. Since my mother in law is here, we’re driving her back to her place. It’s a 2 hour drive, so it basically became…
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June 11 – So confused
Spent the morning with the kids and my wife. Despite the whole situation, we are still keeping a somehow ‘normal’ life, in appearance. It’s kind of a show, where we look ok, but deep down it’s really not. At least I’m really not alright. For the sake of the children, I do my best to…