My posts are depressing I know, but that’s the state I’m in.

I’m completely destroyed. I don’t know what to do, I have lost all motivation.

After almost 15 years of marriage, two kids and all of a sudden it’s all gone. That’s harsh. 

I am not sure about the motivation under this, but it is horrible.

I am a man who needs to be loved, who needs affection. I never really had that, but at least had some kind of minimum. Now all of a sudden it’s all gone.

I have found an app called Cuddleup. I have registered for it but am unsure what to expect from it. All I want to is find someone to hold and cuddle just for a little while. That’s what I’m missing the most.

There’s a few profile in there that seem to be quite active. I’ll review the website later in another post.

Doing my best to hold on, and that is what this website is for.

Depressing, but I know there’s light at the end of the tunnel. I’m just really stuck in there for now.