Yes I have to say I really need help.

I have called a social help line because I am in such distress it’s incredible.

My whole world is completely destroyed. I have nothing to hang onto anymore. Well that’s not entirely true as I still have my kids and they mean the world to me.

While on the phone with the social worker, I told her the story I am going through and she gave me some resources to contact to help me go through this situation. Never in my life have I been in such a bad condition. I have heard of mental health but never thought about it too much as I never had to cope with such an important problem.

But this time I really needed help. Badly.

So I did some research and will make a few phone calls.

In the meantime, I went to buy some flowers for my wife, hoping to reconnect a little bit and open up a discussion.

I know that the flowers won’t magically solve the problem, but I’m hoping it’ll ease the situation and help open up.