So it’s been two weeks now that I’m in this state.

I can’t sleep or when I do I wake up every 2 hours because there’s so much going on in my mind. I have never suffered of insomnia in my life and this really does have a huge impact on me. Mentally and physically.

Therefore I really need help. I am looking for a psychologist but it’s not that simple. Despite the fact that a lot of resources are available I can’t find one available right away.

I’ll have to keep searching for one. Furthermore they say I should look for a few ones to make sure I’ll get along with the one I’ll select.

That’s a whole new world for me. I’m hanging on for the kids and my parents but am in so much pain. It’s horrible.

Never would I have thought of something like this to happen. Never. It’s the worst thing one can live.

Don’t wish this to anyone.