There’s not much change in our relationship these days.

I guess we’re just down to being roommates who happened to have had 2 kids together. Pathetic.

I don’t understand it, but have no choice for now. I don’t want to make the situation worse. It is painful enough as it is right now.

We’re just friends but it doesn’t make any sense to me. I have noticed while previously talking to her that she has a lot of anger towards me and my family. Anger, resentment that she kept for years in her heart. That is bad and unhealthy.

I don’t know how someone can hold so much grudge but she did. I guess that doesn’t help our healing process if ever.

She’s on a waiting list to see a therapist. She’s not enthusiastic about it and is actually against it but i think it will do her good to let all the frustration out.

I’m still seeking one and hopefully should find one soon. Still so lost.