So today marks the one month day since my life fell apart.

Ironically it’s also Father’s day. I guess probably my worst fathers day ever. Hopefully my last one of this kind.

Since my mother in law is here, we’re driving her back to her place. It’s a 2 hour drive, so it basically became the outing of the day.

The day was nice, bright shining sun. Except for the extreme sadness in my heart.

I’ll never understand how a couple living together for 15 years can I one day all of a sudden just become like strangers.

I’m traumatized for life. That’s not fun.

Happy fathers day anyways. In the end my kids are all that matters to me. I love them so much. So much.