As awkward as it could be now, we had planned with some friends a 4 day getaway to Toronto – Niagara Falls earlier at the beginning of the year.

We took one car and off we went, all 8 of us. Now things were alright at the beginning of the year, at least in my mind. Never would I have thought that something like this could have happened to me. Never.

Regardless, the fact is that we’re living as roommates and it still went on that way during the trip.

At the hotels, since we had 2 queen sizes bed in the bedroom, we each slept with one of our child. We did things separately and just coexisted for the benefit of our children.

To me it wasn’t a great trip as in the back of my mind, it reminded me that she did a similar trip with her ‘lover’ this year, at the end of march/ beginning of april. A million of questions popped in my head and it was quite disturbing.

So confused.