Yesterday was her birthday. She went out to celebrate secretly with him. She posted on social media a picture of herself on the passenger seat of his car.

I am still pretending I don’t know or as if it is alright. Or is it? I don’t know.

I am doing my best to go on for now.

So as she wanted we celebrated as a family tonight. We went to eat at a steakhouse in the old port. It’s a nice classy restaurant. We order the meal to her hearts content and so goes the evening.

The meal was nice and we looked like a normal family.

After dinner we went for a walk at the old port. It’s a very nice setting and the weather is great.

Other than that, it’s really hard to pretend to be alright.

Because I’m not. How long will I stay in this state? I don’t know, it’s been way too long.