So it’s been two months that we’ve been living like roommates and I hate every single bit of it.

My wife or roommate does her thing and lives her life while I am hanging around like a fool hoping that things will get better. Honestly, even if time eases tension, I can hardly see how our story is going to end nicely if I can’t make any action without her saying that I am putting pressure on her.

All this while I have been looking for a psychologist and finally got my appointment today.

I wanted a psychologist I could see in person as I needed to see a real person and not through a screen.

I told my psychologist all what happened in the last two months and she asked me a few questions. But as she stated, she’s not going to make decisions for me. She can only ask me relevant questions and let me think about it.

I was actually quite eager to see my psychologist, and I was ‘happy’ about my session. I definitely got challenged mentally about the situation and wandered off the streets for a little while before going home.

I have no idea what to do. I am still extremely so confused and hurt. Very very much so.