On this very afternoon, my whole world fell apart.

I had a talk with my wife regarding trust issues. I suspected a third party person to be involved in her life. I confronted her and without getting a clear answer, our relationship as a couple ended abruptly that night.

As much as I want to believe her and trust her again, she’s not ready for that and is moving on. Hopefully just temporarily but as days pass by it seems like an eternity.

She’s saying that since our trust bond has been broken, it’s very hard to get it back.

I don’t know what to think about that. I’m heartbroken and cried all night. I can’t believe how almost 15 years of common life, two beautiful children, a house, friends and family can be just flushed down the drain in a wink of an eye.

Devastating.