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August 19 – 3 months discussion
So this is it. It’s been 3 months that I have confronted her about being unfaithful. I know she is. I mean we’ve been together for 15 years, married for 14, there are some obvious signs I can pick up. The problem is, these are just signs, and unlike in the movies where people get…
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June 26 – Meetup discussion
I am really starting to push myself out of my comfort zone. Never have I ever been in so many different social events where I don’t know anyone. Tonight there’s a meetup at a Cafe with the topic : Love. I thought that it was a really appropriate topic regarding what I am going through…
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June 17 – F1 event
This week the F1 is stopping here. I am usually busy with the kids and can’t really attend any events but ‘luckily’ my mother in law is here today. So despite the pouring rain, I’m on my way. I just wish it’ll stop by the time I get downtown where the festivities are. I meet…
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June 15 – Trying to change
I’m trying to change and I have been watching some YouTube videos. I have found this one to be particularly interesting. It’s a TedTalk. Well outspoken lady, I thought I’d share.
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June 13 – Going out
Today, my wife and kids were invited by her colleague to her new place. After doing some work at my parents house, I just left and went out by myself. I started wandering around only to end up downtown at a concert. Technically, I registered to a local Meetup and they had a group that…
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June 12 – Staying for the kids or divorcing
We had a big talk this morning. I must say that for now, we’re still talking like adults. But things can escalate very quickly. If I ever lose it then it’s over. I’m doing my best, but it is hard, really hard. So basically we came to the same conclusion. We don’t want to break…
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June 10 – Just another draining day
I have ups and downs. I guess it also goes with the weather. For now the weather hasn’t been very good and since it’s cold and cloudy it does impact my feelings. Besides I’m working from home so there’s even less of a social aspect that could cheer me up a bit. It’s ironic thought,…
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June 9 – Investor meet
I’m trying to get my life back. For as long as I can remember, my kids have always been my priority. And they will remain my priority. Furthermore, as I am taking care of them most of the time, I have neglected my social life. I am not socially inclined to start with, so that…
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June 6 – Time to change
I am still a mess. I can’t really continue like this. Hence I have been looking around at different resources to help me get back on track. I am lucky enough to have such a program at work that will cover a big portion of the expenses for a psychologist. Besides this, as I have…
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May 23 – I’m a mess
It’s been 4 days since our terrible talk and I’m a mess. I have been sleep deprived and this whole situation is taking a big toll on me mentally and physically. My head is spinning and I’m thinking about a lot of things. It’s really hard. Not being able to sleep is hard physically as…