I must be strong

Category: Sad

  • May 29 – Road trip

    Despite the awkwardness that is settling in between us, we’re trying to keep thing relatively normal for the kids. We were planning a road trip to see my mother in law and so off we went. The drive actually went quite smoothly. It was a 2 hour long drive and even though we haven’t clear…

  • May 26 – Looking for a psychologist

    I have heard of mental health. But never have I thought that one day I’ll be in such a bad state that I’ll have a mental health issue. This whole situation is draining me to the point I can’t function properly anymore. I have told my work manager about the situation and she listened to…

  • May 24 – Feeling destroyed

    My posts are depressing I know, but that’s the state I’m in. I’m completely destroyed. I don’t know what to do, I have lost all motivation. After almost 15 years of marriage, two kids and all of a sudden it’s all gone. That’s harsh.    I am not sure about the motivation under this, but…

  • May 23 – I’m a mess

    It’s been 4 days since our terrible talk and I’m a mess. I have been sleep deprived and this whole situation is taking a big toll on me mentally and physically. My head is spinning and I’m thinking about a lot of things. It’s really hard. Not being able to sleep is hard physically as…

  • May 20 – I need help

    Yes I have to say I really need help. I have called a social help line because I am in such distress it’s incredible. My whole world is completely destroyed. I have nothing to hang onto anymore. Well that’s not entirely true as I still have my kids and they mean the world to me.…