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June 11 – So confused
Spent the morning with the kids and my wife. Despite the whole situation, we are still keeping a somehow ‘normal’ life, in appearance. It’s kind of a show, where we look ok, but deep down it’s really not. At least I’m really not alright. For the sake of the children, I do my best to…
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June 5 – Staying together for the kids
The kids today have been invited to their friends house. So we’ve been driving them around town and left them at their friends house. It’s one of the few moments we’re alone together. Since our last discussions I am still trying to understand what’s going on and I am still trying to make things right.…
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June 4 – BBQ
Summer is here and the best sign of it is having a BBQ at a friend’s house. I’m still not doing well. I’m exhausted because of the lack of sleep. The problem is that everyday, I’ll wake up at around 4 am and can’t sleep back anymore. So if I take the Melatonin supplement it’ll…
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May 30 – More than friends ?
The current situation started because I suspected my wife of having an affair. When I confronted her about that, somehow the discussion turned against me and all my questions turned against me. I am so willing to believe her despite the fact that a lot of my questioning remained uncleared or unanswered. I really do…
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May 29 – Road trip
Despite the awkwardness that is settling in between us, we’re trying to keep thing relatively normal for the kids. We were planning a road trip to see my mother in law and so off we went. The drive actually went quite smoothly. It was a 2 hour long drive and even though we haven’t clear…