Category: Friend

  • June 13 – Going out

    Today, my wife and kids were invited by her colleague to her new place. After doing some work at my parents house, I just left and went out by myself. I started wandering around only to end up downtown at a concert. Technically, I registered to a local Meetup and they had a group that…

  • June 11 – So confused

    Spent the morning with the kids and my wife. Despite the whole situation, we are still keeping a somehow ‘normal’ life, in appearance. It’s kind of a show, where we look ok, but deep down it’s really not. At least I’m really not alright. For the sake of the children, I do my best to…

  • June 9 – Investor meet

    I’m trying to get my life back. For as long as I can remember, my kids have always been my priority. And they will remain my priority. Furthermore, as I am taking care of them most of the time, I have neglected my social life. I am not socially inclined to start with, so that…

  • June 5 – Staying together for the kids

    The kids today have been invited to their friends house. So we’ve been driving them around town and left them at their friends house. It’s one of the few moments we’re alone together. Since our last discussions I am still trying to understand what’s going on and I am still trying to make things right.…

  • June 4 – BBQ

    Summer is here and the best sign of it is having a BBQ at a friend’s house. I’m still not doing well. I’m exhausted because of the lack of sleep. The problem is that everyday, I’ll wake up at around 4 am and can’t sleep back anymore. So if I take the Melatonin supplement it’ll…

  • May 30 – More than friends ?

    The current situation started because I suspected my wife of having an affair. When I confronted her about that, somehow the discussion turned against me and all my questions turned against me. I am so willing to believe her despite the fact that a lot of my questioning remained uncleared or unanswered. I really do…

  • May 29 – Road trip

    Despite the awkwardness that is settling in between us, we’re trying to keep thing relatively normal for the kids. We were planning a road trip to see my mother in law and so off we went. The drive actually went quite smoothly. It was a 2 hour long drive and even though we haven’t clear…

  • May 23 – I’m a mess

    It’s been 4 days since our terrible talk and I’m a mess. I have been sleep deprived and this whole situation is taking a big toll on me mentally and physically. My head is spinning and I’m thinking about a lot of things. It’s really hard. Not being able to sleep is hard physically as…