I must be strong

Category: Friend

  • July 24 Trip

    As awkward as it could be now, we had planned with some friends a 4 day getaway to Toronto – Niagara Falls earlier at the beginning of the year. We took one car and off we went, all 8 of us. Now things were alright at the beginning of the year, at least in my…

  • July 23 – Old port celebration

    Yesterday was her birthday. She went out to celebrate secretly with him. She posted on social media a picture of herself on the passenger seat of his car. I am still pretending I don’t know or as if it is alright. Or is it? I don’t know. I am doing my best to go on…

  • July 21 – Illumi

    A good friend of mine invited us to see a light show – Illumi. It’s a magical display of light composed of several different sceneries, ranging from fruits, candies, dinosaurs, cats/dogs, horses and many others. All the scenes are filled with lights decors to make the scenes magical. It was a very nice evening spent…

  • July 20 – Meeting a very good friend

    Today a very dear friend of mine came to visit us. I have known her since we were kids. But because she lives in Europe we rarely see each other. Besides she’s married and has kids and so do I, but that doesn’t stop us for being very happy to see each other. It’s kind…

  • June 29 – Six flags

    Since our big argument almost 2 months ago, my wife seems to do her best to organize activities for the kids. As we were not sure whether we would travel this year, we bought a season pass to the sixflag park we have in our city. The pass is fairly priced hence the reason we…

  • June 27 – Still just friends

    There’s not much change in our relationship these days. I guess we’re just down to being roommates who happened to have had 2 kids together. Pathetic. I don’t understand it, but have no choice for now. I don’t want to make the situation worse. It is painful enough as it is right now. We’re just…

  • June 26 – Meetup discussion

    I am really starting to push myself out of my comfort zone. Never have I ever been in so many different social events where I don’t know anyone. Tonight there’s a meetup at a Cafe with the topic : Love. I thought that it was a really appropriate topic regarding what I am going through…

  • June 24 – Discussion with family

    Today we had a BBQ with the family. As the evening went on, one of my aunt came and sat down with me. She’s very close with my wife. I know my wife and her often talk about everything and anything as they get along very well. I guess my depression is showing as she…

  • June 17 – F1 event

    This week the F1 is stopping here. I am usually busy with the kids and can’t really attend any events but ‘luckily’ my mother in law is here today. So despite the pouring rain, I’m on my way. I just wish it’ll stop by the time I get downtown where the festivities are. I meet…

  • June 15 – Trying to change

    I’m trying to change and I have been watching some YouTube videos. I have found this one to be particularly interesting. It’s a TedTalk. Well outspoken lady, I thought I’d share.