Category: Feelings

  • November 6 – Discussing separation

    So it’s been a little while since we’ve discussed the details of our divorce. I’m trying my best to work things out peacefully, for everyone’s benefit. Even thought disclosing the truth would be appealing, but I won’t gain much from that. After sending the kids to sleepover at the grandparent’s place, I went back home…

  • Sept 4 – Downtown night

    I need a change. I need fresh air. I always like to wander around. I used to go out just by myself and walk with no purpose just for the sake of changing my mind. Walking would help me clear my mind of all the sadness and loneliness I’ve had during the day. My wife…

  • August 30 – Bracelet

    Women love jewelries. My wife is no exception. Its true that I haven’t  offered her a jewelry in a long time aside from our wedding ring which costed way too much for what it is. I do regularly offer her flowers, treats at the restaurant or some occasional pastries. Well for her birthday she told…

  • August 22 – Giving up

    I am giving up. This situation is frustrating and the lack of respect on her part has pushed me to give up on the relationship. It’s very unfortunate, for the kids, our families and ourselves. All I know is that I gave it my all and I really tried to stick the pieces back together,…

  • August 19 – 3 months discussion

    So this is it. It’s been 3 months that I have confronted her about being unfaithful. I know she is. I mean we’ve been together for 15 years, married for 14, there are some obvious signs I can pick up. The problem is, these are just signs, and unlike in the movies where people get…

  • August 2nd – 14 year wedding anniversary

    August 2nd marks our 14 year wedding anniversary. Probably our last one. It’s sad how after 14 years of marriage, things can still turn sour. I would have never ever thought that a situation like we’re living could ever occur. We do have a relationship problem, but to go beyond the line, with someone else,…

  • July 30 – Separate room

    Today we went to my cousins place with the kids. They have a huge house outside of the city and we went there to spend time with the family. I have a big family, so every outing becomes big every time. It’s nice because the kids get to play with their cousins. At the end…

  • July 24 Trip

    As awkward as it could be now, we had planned with some friends a 4 day getaway to Toronto – Niagara Falls earlier at the beginning of the year. We took one car and off we went, all 8 of us. Now things were alright at the beginning of the year, at least in my…

  • July 23 – Old port celebration

    Yesterday was her birthday. She went out to celebrate secretly with him. She posted on social media a picture of herself on the passenger seat of his car. I am still pretending I don’t know or as if it is alright. Or is it? I don’t know. I am doing my best to go on…

  • July 21 – Illumi

    A good friend of mine invited us to see a light show – Illumi. It’s a magical display of light composed of several different sceneries, ranging from fruits, candies, dinosaurs, cats/dogs, horses and many others. All the scenes are filled with lights decors to make the scenes magical. It was a very nice evening spent…