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November 6 – Discussing separation
So it’s been a little while since we’ve discussed the details of our divorce. I’m trying my best to work things out peacefully, for everyone’s benefit. Even thought disclosing the truth would be appealing, but I won’t gain much from that. After sending the kids to sleepover at the grandparent’s place, I went back home…
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Sept 4 – Downtown night
I need a change. I need fresh air. I always like to wander around. I used to go out just by myself and walk with no purpose just for the sake of changing my mind. Walking would help me clear my mind of all the sadness and loneliness I’ve had during the day. My wife…
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July 30 – Separate room
Today we went to my cousins place with the kids. They have a huge house outside of the city and we went there to spend time with the family. I have a big family, so every outing becomes big every time. It’s nice because the kids get to play with their cousins. At the end…
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July 23 – Old port celebration
Yesterday was her birthday. She went out to celebrate secretly with him. She posted on social media a picture of herself on the passenger seat of his car. I am still pretending I don’t know or as if it is alright. Or is it? I don’t know. I am doing my best to go on…
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July 22 – Birthday
Today is her birthday. She went to work. As it was supposedly not busy she finished work earlier to celebrate with us as I bought flowers and a cake. I’ll still do what I have to do despite all this. It’s just not fun being lied to as it was the case. Really don’t know…
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July 21 – Illumi
A good friend of mine invited us to see a light show – Illumi. It’s a magical display of light composed of several different sceneries, ranging from fruits, candies, dinosaurs, cats/dogs, horses and many others. All the scenes are filled with lights decors to make the scenes magical. It was a very nice evening spent…
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July 20 – Meeting a very good friend
Today a very dear friend of mine came to visit us. I have known her since we were kids. But because she lives in Europe we rarely see each other. Besides she’s married and has kids and so do I, but that doesn’t stop us for being very happy to see each other. It’s kind…
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July 19 – 2 months
So it’s been two months that we’ve been living like roommates and I hate every single bit of it. My wife or roommate does her thing and lives her life while I am hanging around like a fool hoping that things will get better. Honestly, even if time eases tension, I can hardly see how…
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July 5th – Intermittent fasting
I know that one of the key to gain self-confidence is just to be one-self and not to be scared. But I think that one additional thing for me to be even more confident is to look better. For sure its not the right basis but for me it is. You should be able to…