Category: Appetite

  • Sept 5 – Just like her mom

    Unfortunately my wife and her mom do not get along. I personally think it’s sad, as I cannot imagine myself not being close to my parents. As for my kids, my parents mean everything to me but that’s beside the point. The point is, I maybe appreciate more her mom than my wife appreciates her…

  • August 2nd – 14 year wedding anniversary

    August 2nd marks our 14 year wedding anniversary. Probably our last one. It’s sad how after 14 years of marriage, things can still turn sour. I would have never ever thought that a situation like we’re living could ever occur. We do have a relationship problem, but to go beyond the line, with someone else,…

  • July 23 – Old port celebration

    Yesterday was her birthday. She went out to celebrate secretly with him. She posted on social media a picture of herself on the passenger seat of his car. I am still pretending I don’t know or as if it is alright. Or is it? I don’t know. I am doing my best to go on…

  • July 5th – Intermittent fasting

    I know that one of the key to gain self-confidence is just to be one-self and not to be scared. But I think that one additional thing for me to be even more confident is to look better. For sure its not the right basis but for me it is. You should be able to…

  • May 23 – I’m a mess

    It’s been 4 days since our terrible talk and I’m a mess. I have been sleep deprived and this whole situation is taking a big toll on me mentally and physically. My head is spinning and I’m thinking about a lot of things. It’s really hard. Not being able to sleep is hard physically as…