The current situation started because I suspected my wife of having an affair.

When I confronted her about that, somehow the discussion turned against me and all my questions turned against me.

I am so willing to believe her despite the fact that a lot of my questioning remained uncleared or unanswered.

I really do want to believe what she says. I really do. To save our couple, our marriage, our kids from a potential divorce.

Today while talking to her she admitted to be close to her business partner. I corrected her stating that it’s normal to be close to a business partner since you’re going to work with him all the time. She corrected me saying that she was close to him as a friend.

Didn’t dare pushing more, maybe I should have. I am just afraid to know the truth.

I am such fool.